Lily Holloway
Bio:
Lily Holloway is an English Honours student and teaching assistant at the University of Auckland. Her creative writing has been published in Starling, Scum, Poetry Lab Shanghai, The Pantograph Punch, Midway Journal, and other various nooks and crannies. This year she has been honoured to receive the Shimon Weinroth Prize in Poetry, the Kendrick Smithyman Scholarship for Poetry and second place in the Charles Brasch Young Writers’ Essay Competition. Her website can be found at lilyholloway.co.nz.
i) shell like a cicada
males woo with severed arms
the argonauts red krill pulsate
dancing pixels, waving paddles those pellucid homes
are evasive calcite ships plumes of cephalopod
traversing water columns clinging chains of salps
a tentacle dances on her mantle
ii) underwater
i dream of whales
those great black tongues
swooping under archways
& over tarmac
in a submerged cbd
a skyscraper
made out of a single sheet of polished paua watch a carrier crab use a tiny urchin as a shield
a mardi gras hat, an offering
there are shipworms longer than your arm
buried in the mud & encased in shell
found in sulfurous lagoons
bacteria live in their gills &
scientists thwuck it out and
have you considered the soft-shell crab?
iii) flared lip
look there a massive conch shell graveyard imagine crunch
ing those porcelain lips departed sisters of hulls white meat pulled like string skim over maiden middens the exposed midriffs of virgin islands crack open pink chests to the dead
to be a candle
tonight
i watch the wick
of my fingers burn
to the stub
these fingers tell me
i deserve pain
after the burning hours
my knuckles are blistered
and the waxy skin
curls away at the house
by the train tracks
i am four
i sit close to the space-heater
the flame winks
from the divot
in its chunky
black armour
i grab a handful
of seeds
from the bush
outside the laundry
i pop them at the house
by the sand dunes
i am seven
birds fly
into our chimney
the grey cylinder
clinks and breaks
into fluttering
i watch a man
finesse a sooty bird
into an old towel at the house by the anatoki
i am ten
i have a plastic bag
of chestnuts
i line them up
on the wood stove
like soldiers
until they crack
on the hot
metal
i sit too close the heat
fully permeating tonight
i am twenty-one
i watch the wick
of my fingers burn
to the stub
the moon is a hole
cut in the apex
of a tent
there are moths
at my window
orange pith undersides
in my fickle light