Terry Lucas
Bio:
Terry Lucas is the author of two full-length poetry collections: Dharma Rain (Saint Julian Press, 2016) and In This Room (CW Books, 2016). The Thing Itself, a collection of new and selected poems with photographs by Gary Topper, including the three poems published in this issue of The Banyan Review, is forthcoming from Longship Press in November of 2020. His poems, essays, and memoir pieces appear in numerous journals including Alaska Quarterly Review, Best New Poets, Green Mountains Review, and Great River Review. Terry is a regular speaker at Dominican University of California’s MFA Program and a free-lance poetry coach. www.terrylucas.com.
By Any Other Name
August 2006
They voted Pluto off the list of planets,one less note in the music of the spheres.News of this reaches me too late to show up
for the debate and argue for snowball dwarfs, diminution, and eccentric orbs cutting through the plane of Neptune—instead
I will write this missive and read the annual reports, which I predict will change as bodies wobble their way in and out of favor. Also,
I will listen to the sound of my Applelaptop instead of my manual Remingtoncutting into twenty-pound paper, ink
filling in depressions and gashes on scrolled pages. What isn’t history? Orfor that matter, this story of changing
names and places, written in fading script,harvested from cuttlefish, octopi, and squidkilled in the midst of sepia clouds,
bodies luminescent after death—yesthere are nights you could read by the light cast upon Pluto by its full moon, Styx..
They voted Pluto off the list of planets,one less note in the music of the spheres.News of this reaches me too late to show up
for the debate and argue for snowball dwarfs, diminution, and eccentric orbs cutting through the plane of Neptune—instead
I will write this missive and read the annual reports, which I predict will change as bodies wobble their way in and out of favor. Also,
I will listen to the sound of my Applelaptop instead of my manual Remingtoncutting into twenty-pound paper, ink
filling in depressions and gashes on scrolled pages. What isn’t history? Orfor that matter, this story of changing
names and places, written in fading script,harvested from cuttlefish, octopi, and squidkilled in the midst of sepia clouds,
bodies luminescent after death—yesthere are nights you could read by the light cast upon Pluto by its full moon, Styx..
Morning Ritual
In the mirror I inventory spots and lumpson my mostly bald body, assessing
any change in color or size. I visualizeeight million years of hair loss, the chances
my ancestors were semi-aquatic, explainingthe webbing between my fingers and toes.
And did they later suffer heat stroke, perhaps irritating parasitic beginnings
of malaria or Lyme disease as they moved out of the African Savanna?
My triple-bladed razor excises tracesof hirsute lineage from my space-time face.
Safely tucked beneath hair and bone, mitochondria in my brain rehearse
their workday full of meetings to decide which cells live, which die, what diseases
will be revealed on the epidermis beforeour star swells to the size of Mars’ orbit,
before blood and bumps boil away—before tonight’s bottle of Beaujolais.
any change in color or size. I visualizeeight million years of hair loss, the chances
my ancestors were semi-aquatic, explainingthe webbing between my fingers and toes.
And did they later suffer heat stroke, perhaps irritating parasitic beginnings
of malaria or Lyme disease as they moved out of the African Savanna?
My triple-bladed razor excises tracesof hirsute lineage from my space-time face.
Safely tucked beneath hair and bone, mitochondria in my brain rehearse
their workday full of meetings to decide which cells live, which die, what diseases
will be revealed on the epidermis beforeour star swells to the size of Mars’ orbit,
before blood and bumps boil away—before tonight’s bottle of Beaujolais.
Safeway
I love my grocery store. I love to roam its aisles—Keebler Elves, the Jolly Green Giant
shuffling for position with jellied Spam, frozen pizza plastered with pepperoni
discs ready to fly down my throat, hover in my stomach, disembark fat
little passengers to march straight to my heart. The floral department’s sign reads Poetry
in Bloom above papery black edges of roses red and violets blue. You can have your Trader Joes,
your Whole Foods, your non-GMO, gluten-free, organic-only Good Earth. I want a real grocery store
with hormones in the beef, pharmacy attached, pain killers within arm’s reach of a packaged heart attack.
My Safeway makes me feel safe. Come the apocalypse I’ll be trapped inside, popping oxy, singing in the singularity
techies say is coming, thawing out a T-boneon a Weber grill, drinking a ten dollar bottle of Pinot,
staring out the window for signs of life, of death. Pretty much doing what I do now at home.
shuffling for position with jellied Spam, frozen pizza plastered with pepperoni
discs ready to fly down my throat, hover in my stomach, disembark fat
little passengers to march straight to my heart. The floral department’s sign reads Poetry
in Bloom above papery black edges of roses red and violets blue. You can have your Trader Joes,
your Whole Foods, your non-GMO, gluten-free, organic-only Good Earth. I want a real grocery store
with hormones in the beef, pharmacy attached, pain killers within arm’s reach of a packaged heart attack.
My Safeway makes me feel safe. Come the apocalypse I’ll be trapped inside, popping oxy, singing in the singularity
techies say is coming, thawing out a T-boneon a Weber grill, drinking a ten dollar bottle of Pinot,
staring out the window for signs of life, of death. Pretty much doing what I do now at home.